My marriage....

I hate being married. Neither of us can our true self while we are together. Neither of us is happy, but he won’t admit it. We’ve been married for 6 years and I’ve been unhappy for about 5 of those years. I’ve tried to leave, I’ve tried to end it, but it’s like I’m just not strong enough. I feel too guilty. All of my friends can see how unhappy I am. He constantly brings me down. He doesn’t support anything I want to do. He makes me feel like I’m crazy. I hate the way I feel. What the heck am I supposed to do?!

**i can’t be myself because he doesn’t like the true me. Like I’m not allowed to drink, can’t have pets, he hates when I do anything with friends or anything with out him.

It’s not that he can’t be himself, I just want him to grow up and take some initiative and responsibility. We have kids and he barely does anything. I work allllll the time. I just want him to grow up and stop thinking the world revolves around him**