Post meals in the 120s

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My numbers on a typical day are like this

Fasting: 85

2 hr post breakfast: 95

2hr post lunch: 110

2hr post dinner: 126

I typically am above 120 once every two days. But not by much. I never go above 140 and was only in the 130s a handful of times in the past month. My question is is this considered controlled? Every time I see 120something I get so upset like I failed by two bites of food or something 😭