So you guysss i have had such a crazy week! I hope you have some time to read my crazy (kindoff slutty) story.

Let me start from the beginning, I had been dating my boyfriend for almost 2 years but since I graduated and started going to university I kindoff felt like we were drifting apart, I like going out and being really social while he just goes home after classes and doesn't really do anything in his free time apart from gaming and meeting up with me.

It just so happens that at the end of summer I went on this weekend thing organized by a fraternity I really wanted to join. I met a lot of great people that are now my friends but also this really great guy. Super sweet, totally not a player. But I had a boyfriend so i just chatted a while with him and left it for what it was, a small crush.

So, a month later I'm really not into the relationship anymore, me and my bf don't talk that much anymore and our conversations really mis any kind of passion and playfulness. I decide to break up with him and he is absolutely devastated, we went through a lot of shit together and I was one of the few people he had that he trusted.

Sooo I feel extremely guilty and we make up.

2 days later, I'm getting hazed. Where I come from, this shit lasts a whole day, no phone, no food. I get back to take a shower at my friends dorm completely exhausted and my phone is just spammed with alot of messages from him saying i'm ignoring him etc. I explain the situation and say that the last part is this traditional thing called a "cantus" which lasts for the rest of the evening. Basically a get together with the people from the fraternity where we officially become a member.

Nowwww this is where it gets interesting.

Half way through the the get together, i take out my phone (which was again prohibited during the ceremony) and he just blew up my phone, saying i only think about myself afte giving him such a "hard time" for breaking up with him. I'm literally getting scolded for doing something I like, he says I can't talk to guys and need to go home straight after.

Bitch, do I look like your f***ing property?

At this point I am pissed off. I feel like after giving him another chance I do not deserve to be yelled and accused at like a child. So i tell him to leave me alone for the rest of the night and that I'm going out after the ceremony and if that doesn't fit his schedule he can kiss my ass.

And this is where my crush comes in the picture.

I'm just dancing when a friens of mine passes by and says he has to tell me something. AND GUESS WHAT, he literally says: you know that guy you really like? Apparently he doesn't think you're all that bad either.

And girls believe me when I say I just melted, this guy had been in my head since summer and I never saw that coming.

So me being a hoe end up dancing with him till the early hours, kissing and him walking me home. (Which was extremely cute)

I decide it's time to break up with my boyfriend for real this time. So i do, and the day after I go out again; this is not weird in the city where I study, It's a student city so you can go out every night if you want to.

Same thing happens.

Now, I don't really know what to do..

My ex is texting me, people think i should take my time getting over him, I kindoff wanna tekst this guy I have a crush on but am also scared he might just see me as a hookup or thinks he's a rebound..

So yeah, Help me out??

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