I hate my daughters cry.

I hate my daughters cry. It makes me want to bang my head against a wall until it stops. She's not in any danger from me. I console her. I put her down and walk away if it gets to be too much. I step away and come back as soon as I've steadied myself. But I can't stand it. Not a mom can't stand to hear her baby cry but a this sound makes me want to die.

I feel terrible about this but I just can't stand it. It makes my brain feel like it's going to explode. Yes I'm on meds for ppd. My doctor says it's more common than I think. That I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

I just had to confess to someone how much it bothers me. I'd rather hear nails on a chalk board on a loop than her cry.