So my husband and I have been TTC for over 3 years now. My tubes were blocked and I had surgery to unblock them about a year ago. Yet still no luck. I'm so tiered of the hope and disappointment each month. I'm so tiered of the jealousy I feel when a friend or family member is able to get pregnant and the guilt that comes for that jealousy. As each month passes I'm coming closer to having to face the fact that this just isn't going to happen for us.