My first appointment is Monday... I’m super nervous about this ladies like super nervous. I had a miscarriage before and it keeps me on edge. But I’m calm I just wait day by day... I have gained like 3 lbs and my breast still tender and morning sickness comes and goes some days are better then others... but on top of this nervousness my boyfriend proposed to me last night I said yes .... but what if we lose the baby??? Just a bunch of what ifs right now