boyss

so your sis is going through some trouble. there is this boy I really like and he gives me a lot of mixed signals like he stares at me and he would shyly smile and look the other way and etc. Anyways so we are both in the 10th grade and me and him kind of talked last year in 9th grade for maybe about two/three weeks but he seemed kind of dry. last year though he seemed to be kind of interested like this one day I came to school for the first time in a dress and he looked at me and he had wide eyes and his mouth dropped and it had me so happy 😌. my friends would always try to pull me to talk to him or try to do something. Like this one time my friend pulled me somewhere and I was mad confused and she pulled me straight up to him and she was like “hey is your name *blank*” and he took off his earphones and was like “yeah why” and then she looks at me to say something and I was like “hey” and he was like “hey” and I was like “what’s up” and he was like “nothing much you?” And I said “nothing much”. Me and him were standing there awkwardly until me and her started laughing RIGHT INFRONT OF HIM!! he started smiling probably because he saw how awkward it was and then we left. IT WAS REALLY AWKWARD. However since he seemed kind of dry I left him on open and I thought i would get over him. During the summer I was off Snapchat and doing a summer job and thought I was fine and don’t like anyone but as soon as I started school like a month or 2 ago , my feelings have returned. i still kind of like him this year too and I want to do something like text him again or talk to him but i don’t know how to because I feel like it would be mad weird to talk to him after one year randomly . also I don’t know if I’m ready for a relationship if he asks for one. Like I kind of want to be but at the same time I’m not sure. anyways, what do you guys think I should do ?