My husband and I have been TTC for two years, having a baby is all I have ever wanted for three and a half years. I think about our future and I can't wait to finally have our family, but here lately I have mixed feelings. I still want a baby right now, more than anything, but the thought of tending to a child's every need for the rest of my life, never being able to do anything without thinking of a child first, and never being just me and my husband again, kind of terrifies me. I don't know where this is coming from.

I don't really know what I'm trying to gain from this post. I guess tell me if this is normal, give me some words of encouragement, something.