Monday makes me 6 week pp. well my boyfriend has been begging me to have sex even though he knows we were supposed to wait 6 weeks. But I finally gave in. I was stupid for even doing so. He CAME INSIDE OF ME! I literally told him if we had sex he had to pull out and he agreed and then turns around and CUMS INSIDE instead of pulling out. I’m so upset right now. He felt bad afterwards I guess bc I was upset. It took up 2 years and 3 months to get pregnant with our baby so he thinks it won’t happen so easily. But my body has changed now and he doesn’t get that. I’m still struggling with pp depression and anxiety. I can not go through it again. I’m up all night with our baby and stuck in the house all day with her as well. I love her so much but I do not want to go through this again for a while. I don’t want to be judged I just needed to vent and pray that I’m in the clear.