9 weeks today and I’m just worried to death. Have had 3 m/c’s previous to this pregnancy. Have had some bleeding and spotting through this pregnancy which stopped around 8 weeks. Well now it’s back along with cramping and lower back pain. Symptoms have also decreased over the past few days. I decided (stupidly) to try to find baby on Doppler because I have seen so many others be able to find them at 9 weeks. Have tried several times with no luck. Fertility clinic won’t see me because I am only spotting, and regular OB won’t see me until 12 weeks. I am desperate for reassurance that baby is ok and I am driving myself nuts!! Anyone else out there as crazy as I am right now? 😰