Ripped a new asshole!!

Literally😩😩😩 I’m going through contractions about every 2-12 minutes and two nights ago I tried to get sleep on my 17 million pillows and was almost successful UNTIL I went for my 12th bathroom break and felt a horrible pain. I contracted so hard I ruptured my hemorrhoid. My body had been pushing in my sleep and I literally ripped myself a new asshole. And the worst part all I can do is ice pack and preparation H and Tylenol for pain😩😩😩

Any other ladies have this issue??