Bisexual? Bi-curious? Best friends?

I don’t really know. I’ve always thought of myself as just either bisexual or kinda straight. I know I’d be okay with having sex with a girl or kissing one but idk about a relationship. Sometimes I just see girls as mean or catty and I get scared. I know that I’m into boys, it’s not really a question not that. I remember one time I had two of my close girl friends come over to night swim and hang out at my house. For some reason I was really attracted to my best friend that night. I just wanted to hug her and be held by her. And not in a needy friend way. I wanted to date her. We took a pic together (all 3 of us) and I was holding her in a friend way. Now that I think about it, it’s weird. I don’t see myself as dating her or being attracted to her. Idk what’s up. Maybe I’m just desperate. Tell me your stories in the comments. I’d love to hear about them. 🤗