My baby is 5 days old and I couldn't be happier and love him more! However, I feel like it's going so fast! I want him to grow and be strong etc... But sad that he is growing so fast! He changes all the time and I'm so emotional about it. Still dealing with a laceration with stitches and awful hemorrhoids and engoregement that make my boobs hurt so badly and I am running on fumes but I just want to feel better so I can really embrace and enjoy this time and soak him up! I know... Hormones...