Hcg levels

Mrs • I`m 33 w/3 daughters & a 1 son.. I have been w/my husband 15 yrs, but only been married 5 yrs
Got my hcg levels done && I'm not pregnant.. Kind of happy && sad.. I jus went thru a ectopic pregnancy losing one tube.. Don't want to lose the other one.. Patiently waiting on October to ttc again