Sorry, it's kinda long.

So.... about a year ago, my husband and I almost divorced because I found cocaine in his pocket when I was doing laundry... and a lot of other things but that's what pushed me to my breaking point. After being separated for a few months, we decided to stay together and work things out. A couple months ago, we decided that we were at a good point in our marriage and that we wanted to start TTC our second child. Well a couple days ago, I found a piece of foil in his pocket all folded up nicely with a tiny, tiny bit of white powder in it... I'm so scared to go get it tested because I have a strong feeling that I am pregnant... I can't test for another week or so. I don't think I have a question or anything but I just needed to get this off my chest.