When I first met him 6 years ago I was a happy , outgoing, energetic , full of life I was healthy with a confident personality and mindset. Today, I am not the same person.

I am insecure , needy, I have no appetite , I have no confidence I hate myself & my mind is screwed up he has drained the living life out of me.

He tells me I’m nothing but a hoe, an easy bitch , he makes sure I know that no one will ever marry me or want to be with me or treat me like a queen (only bc I danced with someone at a club bc I found out he was cheating on me with his ex)

How do I come back from this ? We are broken up now. Itshard to deal with but how do I find my confidence, find and know my self worth I want to work on myself!!! It’s a lot of damage mentally and it’s hard ;(

I really hope that God finds me a guy who will treat me with respect and make me feel wanted and loved. All Iv ever gotten from him was disrespect.. he neglected me and never communicated with me about anything he always made me feel unwanted. I hope that one day I can be happy it will be hard to find a man to top him though (other than his disgusting personality) he is th most handsome, sexy body perfect smile, perfect skin , funny outgoing , hardworking , stable , smart guy ...but when I do find this new guy I hope my ex regrets everything he used to say