SO FIRST OFF I SLEPT AWFUL!!!!!!!

I GET READY LOOKINF NOT THE BEST BECAUSE MY FACE DECIDED IT WOULD NOW START TO BREAK OUT (I NEVER BROKE OUT EVER)

I. FREAKING. FORGOT. MY. WALLET. AT. HOME.

I AM STARVING!!!!

I HAVE 1 BOTTLE OF WATER TO LAST ME ALL DAY AND I WANT TO CRY!!!!!

This baby wasn’t planned at all and I love this baby but I have had people spreading rumors about me talking shit about me and my baby looking down on me everything. I feel so alone in this is I can’t stop crying. I hate that I’m sick 24/7 and my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday so I had to move in with my grandparents and my Papaw won’t even talk to me because I got pregnant.

I can’t help but just want to lay down and just sleep the rest of the 8 months because I can’t do this anymore. I’m afraid my stress will hurt the baby and that makes me stress more. I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like I’m doing anything right besides taking my prenatals. I try to make appointments and everyone keeps getting my ass about what I should do like I’ve had a kid before and should know... I DONT KNOW ANYTHING. I’m all alone in this. I’ll be seeing the ultrasound by myself, feeling it kick by myself, naming it by myself and crying myself to sleep every night by myself.

I’m so stressed out that idk what to do anymore. It’s too much for me to feel like everyone hates me or looks down on me.