Nervous 😥

Hi guys. This is quite a touchy subject but over the years and months a lot of close friends and family members has experienced a miscarriage! And honestly these are the most wonderful and strong individuals out there, that I applaud. But recently I have been having nightmares about miscarrying and that is my #1 Fear. My SO experienced a loss in a previous relationship and I would like to give him that joy and also for myself.. but I’m freaking out 🤯. Any advice 😩?!