I'm so crushed. AF showed up today. On top of it all so many horrible things are happening in my life. And I just don't want to try anymore. I have NO one at all to talk to. Ready to give up and forget about having a baby. All I've ever wanted to be since I was little was to be a mommy. I'm finally in a good place in my life. But I don't think I can try anymore. Need prayers ladies.