Past premature births-just venting

Brieanne • Mommy to the raddest girls on Earth ♡
Anyone else have a history of having preemies? I've had 2 that ended in emergency csections at 31 and 28 weeks and know I will have to have another csection. Its hard to listen to other expecting moms plan for natural/ home/water births. I would give anything just to have the option. At this point I'm praying for a healthy baby. My girls were both 2lbs. If we can make it to 35 weeks this pregnancy, I'll count it a blessing. Im so thankful to be pregnant and our dr has said we can definitely have a full term pregnancy. I'm just so hormonal and scared and sad tonight. :(