I know this is a touchy subject and I’m desperate for advice.. I had the twins at 26+2 b/g. And they are thriving, we have had them home for over a week now but I feel miserable. I really dislike the newborn stage and I want it to be over already, I envy all you Singleton mums and I feel guilty all the time because I can’t show my love and affection to one on one baby. They take all my time to feed and change and they sleep. There’s no room to cuddle and appreciate what we made. I cry in the shower and my husband is being so supportive but I’m feeling like I just can’t do this. I’m on auto pilot right now and I’m tired. I love them to bits and I’ll always take care of them, they come first. is this what post partum depression is? I’ve got a doctors appointment at the end of the week .

Does it get better?