Aw man, I think I'm out..

Kirsten
Just venting, it's been a rough day..
I have been so hopeful this month, it just felt different. But I think I am out this round. AF due Saturday, and checking my cervix & cm this afternoon and my cervix has lowered a little since this morning and tmi but my cm is creamy with a brownish tint to it. 
Do I still have a chance for my bfp this month do you think? I guess only time will tell for AF to actually show.. *sighh**