Frustrated

I know I'm not the only one. And I know it hasn't been that long. But it still frustrates me to no end. Been off pill for a year now, and been ttc since I stopped. Had a scare earlier this year. Didn't have AF for almost 6 months this year. Had one in June and then nothing in July. Tests all say no, Dr's all say bfn. Get flustered when I see everyone else on my news feed announcing their good news. Don't get me wrong I'm happy and excited for them. Just a little envious that it happens for them so easily. And I look as myself and go "wtf?". I want to give up and say forget about it. And then the hubby bugs about taking a test the minute AF is late. And I swear if he does it again I'm going to hit him with something. Just.. Just ugh... 😒😡