So i recently found out i most likely have breast cancer and ill need to stoo breastfeeding for all the cemo and surgery and stuff. Which i understand but im so so so heart broken and everyone keeps teeling me to get over, you can use formula blah blah blah.

When i had my son i tried for 5 month with him i had a shitty hand pump and i had infection all the time my dr put a stop to it and i had to do formula with him.

With my daughter we had some issues for thw first month but now its soo great she is such a great drinking and im over the moon that im my mind i can finally do what mummas are ment to do.

Everything was going great untill i got this new and now after everything its being taken away from me im so devastated and no one understands and just make me feel bad for being upset about it.

I just dont know what to do now i actually hate myself i just wanted to do everything right so my daughter had the best and now its being taken from me 😭 i know i sounds stupid.