I don't even know where to start. For the last few days I have been having really bad nausea so I took a hpt today and it came back negative like all the ones I have done in the past. At the same time I am with a guy that says that he wants to have children with me but every time I want to make love he always gives me a reason why he does not want to. It's like today I wanted to and he told me it was to late and we had to get ready for bed. Then the yesterday he told me that it was too hot and he did not feel like it. I don't even know what the use of trying is anymore. I want to have a child of my own so bad that it's like whenever I do, do a hpt I see the line but when I put it on here everyone says that it is not positive. So I am starting to think that I am not meant to have any kids. :'( oh well I guess not all women are ment to be mom's.