Lots of anxiety about induction

I have never wanted to be induced, I just went yesterday to my 39 week app and had an ultrasound because my son was 10 lbs and she is measuring 88th percentile so he wants to induce me Monday. I'll be 39 weeks 4 days but I'm honestly feeling so much anxiety about it I can barely relax. I want her so bad to come on her own. I had a 10 lb baby naturally already so part of me wants to say no but we had a hard time the first time. I don't want to make a bad decision out of fear because this is probably what's best for me and baby. I'm really dreading it though.. I would be happy to hear anyone's induction feedback, stories, or advice! Thanks in advance.