2 days before af...?

We have been ttc over 2 years and I’m just so heartbroken. 💔 It’s 2 days before af and I’ve been feeling crappy, so I took a test. I want it to be positive so bad, that I’ve got horrible line eyes. I think I’m getting a cold on top of af coming soon. I’m so ready to give up. 😭 I’ve tried 3 cycles with femara, now I think we need further testing. Sorry for ranting on, I’m just so heartbroken it’s taken us over 2 years and nothing yet. So by chance does anyone see a second line?