Depressed and need help


So recently I’ve come to grips that I’ve been fighting depression since 2014 I was in an abusive relationship I’m still very timid when people approach me certain ways. I want to go get help but I have no insurance I’m just tired of feeling like I’m dragging myself out of bed and I’m tired of watching my current boyfriend struggle to help me because of how weak I’ve gotten. Can anyone help point me in a good direction to get help... what made me come to grips with this is that today I got really upset with myself and I’m now injured. I wanna get help before I go to far