Still in love

So my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. About a month later and we still talk all the time and hang out. We have talked about trying again but both want the other to try with someone else first. We are also still having sex occasionally. I realize this isn't the norm and it sounds like we're together but we are both actively seeking other partners and tell each other about the people we meet. Anyways, I thought that he was fine and mostly over me, but I let him record us having sex. I was on top so he could use his hands to hold the phone better and when I see the video later it is mostly just my face, you never see anything below my waist. I just thought that was bizarre.