Impatiently waiting.

Khamren

So I’m at 40 weeks and 1 day and my little princess is still hanging out in momma. I have my doctors appointment this morning but I am not looking forward to another week of sitting around pregnant.

Her dad flew all the way here just to see her be born and I would hate for him to miss it.

I was having early labor contractions Monday and they were pretty consistent (20 seconds and a minute apart) and then Tuesday everything just stopped and it was super frustrating but I managed to stay calm.

Now I’m feeling really discouraged and like something is wrong. She’s been moving fine but I’m just really anxious to meet her and hold her. I’m also tired of people calling and asking if she’s here yet. I know everyone is excited to see her too but I feel like if it were up to me she would be here already and I’m tired of getting seeing the look on people’s face when I say no and that I’m not having anymore contractions. It’s kinda like they think it’s my fault. And I’ve been walking around staying active. Resting as much as I can. Everything.

Everything is just kind of getting to me emotionally now.