Need to vent..

Katmom ~

Hi all,

So my AF is due on the 16th or 17th. My hubby and I are TTC for our first baby. We have been married for 4 years this Sept and we started trying 4 months ago actively trying.

I moved to a different state to be with my hubby, so I don't have my family here :( which is so hard. I haven't seen my family in two years because we were so busy last summer buying our first house, which was a dream of mine.

My family are planning to visit next Friday, its a 13 hour drive for them and I am so excited to see them!! It's however..putting a lot of stress on me because I would love to be pregnant to tell them and see their reaction face to face :( but I might get my period and I will never be able to tell them face to face next month or months from now 😭😔😖

I am praying and hoping this is our month. If not I guess I will just have to be okay with it and know that maybe God has a different plan :(

I am not having major AF signs yet, usually I would be so bloated and cramping days before..but I don't have any signs of pregnancy either... :(

Uh just need to let it out...