Wish I had a close friend

I dont like having many friends and mostly stay to myself anyways but the friend that lives close we have fallen apart over the last couple years. We barely talk at all and when I ask about her and her daughter I dont get asked back about anything. It makes me sad because id like to share my pregnancy with a friend and have someone to talk to about diff things.(girl talk) I do enjoy talking to my husband but its not the same.cive tried repairing the friendship and it just doesnt happen. She has went through a health thing and I msgd her every day asking how she was.

It like when I get close to someone we are close for a little bit then we just stop talking.

Any advice on the friends part NOT repairing the friendship because truthfully I'm over it. In other words how would you deal with this feeling?