Why am I always like this


I always complain about how I’m single and wanna meet more guys cuz I’m in college but whenever I start talking to a guy and it comes to hanging out I always flake. It’s like I get scared to hang out with them and I don’t know why. Like I wanna meet them but part of me also doesn’t. I don’t know what to do cuz I’m talking to this guy and he’s really sweet, we were supposed to hang out at his place today and make food but I cancelled on him. I don’t wanna ruin my chance of getting to know him but I just don’t know what to do... any advice?