“If You Love Them Let them Go”

My fiancé and I have been together a year and a half. We got pregnant last November (Thanksgiving surprise) and that’s when things got bad... he began going on not so nice sites using fake named emails and fake names... putting not so appropriate pictures on there as well.

He didn’t think the baby was his and his family said abort. Not an option for me. I strongly disagree with that for myself personally (not judging others) fast forward a year November 2018... our child is 3 and a half months old. We just got a new place, I’m paying for it alone and taking care of my child when I’m off, he has no job, smokes weed, goes and parties while I’m working. I just caught him out with our child today, his response “why aren’t you at work?” Uhm I told you I get off at this time...

Well, the car is still in his mom’s name at the moment until I get set up if financially to take it over (thank God for her) the doors are locked and he’s gone... I feel good but am so scared to take this next step and be alone... of course I have my sweet little man but I’m scared to be alone....