My story. Worst day of my life.

Maxine • Maxine, 25. Mummy to Gabby 👩🏻 Alfie 👼🏻 Bonnie 👧🏻 Florence 👶🏻
Hi everyone so I deleted this app after my son was born so this is the first time I've been on it to tell my story. 
My son Alfie Paul James Dixon was born stillborn on July 7th 2015. I was full term at 37+2. My water broke in my house around 8pm on July 6th. I then went to hospital to find my baby had no heartbeat. As an understatement I was devastated. I then carried on to give birth naturally to my beautiful perfect boy at 00.07am on July 7th. He weighed 5lbs 12 and was just absolutely beautiful. The midwives and doctors think his death was due to placental abruption (when the placenta separates from the womb) they think it happened when my waters broke as I felt him move earlier in that day. It's been 5 weeks and 2 days and I'm in turmoil. I miss him so much.