It's only been my first month TTC so I'm the last to complain, but it really is an emotional rollercoaster once you make that decision to become a mother.

Before planning for pregnancy, the idea has always been "dont miss your pill or you'll get pregnant" so you begin to believe that becoming pregnant is as easy as that.

I was on depo provera for 7 years and had my last shot in June this year, when I then began taking the combined pill. Stopped that a month ago when we decided to TTC. It's crazy how you begin to analyze each and every symptom you have and relate them to a possible pregnancy! After reading a lot of experiences with TTC after Depo, my hope has dropped down a tonne so all I can do is wait I guess. I don't even know if I ovulate, or how long my cycle is and that's where it becomes so much more stressful-NOT KNOWING