I feel so defeated
Some days I just want to give up. It just seems like the bad keeps on coming. The medical bills are piling up, and nothing ever comes of the never ending tests and procedures. We wasted half a year with an RE and fertility clinic that did nothing but take our money and was no help. Just tests, then this surgery, this blood work, to hear I could only get pregnant with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>, no other options. We are with a new clinic that is wonderful. I was supposed to try a hybrid approach, but I haven't had my period for 2 months, so it's just more time wasted. They are worried I might have a tumor on my pituitary gland, so they don't want to give me any medicine yet to induce a cycle. Now they want me to get a brain MRI. I am absolutely terrified of needles and IVs and I'm stressing about the iv for the contrast. We have to wait even longer now bc they want to make sure I don't have a tumor before I get pregnant, if I can even get pregnant. So I soent all day on the phone with insurance trying to find the most cost effective imaging clinic. Im just so tired of having to spend more and more money that we don't have. I feel horrible bc my poor husband didn't ask for this. He is perfectly fine, it's just me that can't do my job as a woman and can't get pregnant when it seems like every other woman gets pregnant at the drop of a hat. I'm just so stressed out and there just doesn't ever seem to be an end in sight :( sorry for venting but I just needed to get it out. I go between wanting to break down sobbing or wanting to just scream. It's so hard to stay positive.
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