I don’t know how y’all keep going, month after month.... y’all are such strong beautiful women. Those of you that have been trying for years.

We’ve been trying for 6 months and I’m ready to give up and sock back for adoption.

Every month I think this is THE month! Every month I’m disappointed.

Every month I say I’m not trying any more.

Every month I keep trying.

Every month I say I’m not testing until I’m late.

Every month I test multiple times after ovulation.

Every test I say this is it!

Every test I’m disappointed.

Every test I throw away.

Every test I dig out of the trash later in the day to “double check” (some time I do it 10 times)

Every month I cry.

Every month my husband holds me.

Every month he tells me it’ll be ok.

Every month we talk about how awesome our kids will be.

Every month we start over.

Every month we hope.

Every month we love.

Every month we grow.

Every month we pray.