I'm getting better but I had a horrible relapse yesterday. I had a dnc on July 31st I was almost 11 weeks baby heart had stopped beating :( I went over a million things I had or possibly did wrong constantly blaming myself. I got a little better but yesterday my doctor is just so inconsiderate. I think it's just literally hard for a man to be compassionate to a women during this time. The same room I had my pregnancy confirmed in is the same room I was told my baby died in was also the same room they put me in for my follow up yesterday. I cried so hard and all he could do was stare at me and ask my hubby wjat was wrong with me :/.. it brought back all the bad memories of rushing to the doctor hoping that it was all dream asking for answer.. praying the er was wrong and I would get my second opinion. I lost two Babies in one pregnancy . I felt like the most god awful person in the world I couldn't carry my babies to term. Twin a lost 5 weeks 6 days. .. now twin b:( sorry needed to vent