PPD/PPA

Before the read I am on Zoloft 50MG’s and Abilify 2MG’s . I plan to up my Zoloft Monday & depending on what my nurse practitioner says, I will discontinue the abilify because of side effects . I also see a therapist and a psychiatrist.

Ive also been to a voluntary psych ward for 4 days.

It stabilized me but I’m still suffering.

I’m now 3 weeks & 6 days PP , and still suffering from Post Partum anxiety and depression..my appetite is back somewhat, energy came back some too and also I can take care of my LO now. Still some anxiety but what is annoying is the depression. Yesterday my sister was arguing with me and I cried hysterically, I couldn’t stop & then the thoughts of suicide and not wanting my baby came. I took a nap and woke up feeling better . She had him the entire time I felt like that. The depressed mood only lasts for a short while but I hate it. It’s so annoying and during it I constantly try to bring myself out , I started using my phone and it was fading and coming back..it’s weird and scary..I don’t even want another kid because of it. My judgement is so clouded , it’s ANNOYING. I like when I feel human and I can function almost completely with my son, he’s my rainbow baby!