We’ve been TTC for 1.5 years. I have Pcos and just had a period medication-free last month (granted I spotted for a week then bled for a week).

We decided to stop with the medicine and doctors for the rest of 2018 for emotional and financial reasons.

Last night my husband said “I was thinking about nothing in particular the other day and the thought that you were pregnant just flashed into my mind.”

My pets have been all over me lately. My dog follows me around when she never used to. My non-snuggly cat laid on me the other night.

According to this app I’m due for a period in 5 days but feel so symptoms like that’s the case. No breast tenderness, nothing. Just extreme exhaustion.

And yet these tests keep showing nothing. I’m trying to put it in God’s hands and not think about it as much, but how can I not think about it?