So after 3 years of trying, I finally went to the doctor for my infertility (PCOS). I miscarried very early on in 2016. I found a doctor that would bill my insurance differently than infertility so it would be affordable. She wanted me to lose 30 lbs and come back I'm 3 months. 3 months go by, I haven't lost a single pound but had lost several inches, and that satisfied her, because I was going to the gym regularly and counting calories. I took clomid for the first time. Let me tell you, I was TERRIFIED. Reading everyone's side effect horror stories had me worked up. I did get very emotional. Cried because my cat is so cute, you know, the normal things people cry about 🤷‍♀️ I took clearblue digital ovulation tests. I got my smiley on CD 15. The lines looked no where near like positive, but I went for my 21day bloodwork, and got the call that I had, in fact, definitely ovulated the first month on Clomid!!!! By per coincidence, we had BD the night before I got my positive O. Since the day I ovulated, my boobs were so tender. Well started out my nipples, and slowly spread to all of my boobs, down to my ribs. Ovulation sucks for those that don't experience it naturally. But I was dealing with it like a champ since it was such

a miracle. After about a week, I started getting really bad uterus cramps. Like, someone is stabbing me, then they would stop. Finally I call my doctor and she says I can't have bloodwork done because it's too early. 9 DPO I took a HPT. Ok, let's be real, I took several before that. I had been taking the 88 cents walmart ones. Nothing. I found equate digital tests for cheap so I figured what the hay. Took one of those and a cheapy at the same time. Pregnant popped across the screen. I almost fainted. First positive ever. (I had never tested with my miscarriage.) Cheapy had the very faintest of lines, I probably would have missed it if the digital hadn't given me the heads up. Equate digital for the win!!!

So basically yall, I found out at 3+5. I'm nervous as all get out.

I just had a strong feeling I was pregnant. And I've had symptoms so early, I feel like it's twins. Which is totally possible for clomid. 35+6 to go. This is going to be one long, scary journey. Prayers and positive vibes that I get a sticky babe?!

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