POAS addict...

Hi all.. so last cycle I literally started testing at 6dpo (and sometimes like 3 times a day!!)... I'm currently 7dpo and haven't tested once... I am dying to test and time is going so slow... on my 1st child I tested clear positive at 10dpo.. I am aiming to try and hold off until I'm 10dpo this time.. but I just know I'm going to be disheartened.. my body is crap!!! (I conceived with Clomid on our 1st, I'm not on anything at the moment)

How hard is this process ladies!?? 😔

No real reason for this post.. I just feel like I can't tell anyone else how low I am except you guys who know how I feel! Xx