I am 100% clean let me add lol. I was molested for a long time when I was a little girl and I think I grew up using sex to cope. In a weird way I know. I am now 23 and have only slept with two people in the last 3-4 years. I went to therapy and got mentally better with what happened to me. I tell my partners my number because I am not ashamed. It happened , it’s how I coped and a number means nothing. I don’t care about the judgment I get or have gotten. I am not lose and I’m definitely not easy to sleep with and I know my self worth. Don’t let anyone define you by your number.