New baby.. got the blues

Dana

So I had my baby girl this past Monday.. scheduled c section.. I cannot shake this sick feeling in my stomach.. gas pains or pure fear and stress lol.. I cry daily over nonsense. I don’t want my husband to leave the room I don’t want him to go back to work.. I’m scared she will have colic.. we had 2 bad nights and it terrifies me! Am I over tired or is this post partum.. could it be cause I just had surgery?! I’m a hot mess.. I can cry at the drop of a hat. I did fertility treatments to get here and now that’s she’s here I am thinking what the hell did we do.. is this normal?! The anxiety is killing me!