Throwing up while giving a bj

I was just giving my boyfriend a blowjob and I threw up all over him and the bed. I feel really bad and I have a nervous laugh so right after i started laughing as he was gagging and pushing me off. Now he’s masturbating so he doesn’t get blue balls. I feel like he thinks I’m gross now.. I just had our baby and this is the first time we’ve been sexual and I messed it up..