New to this site

New to this site and I’m happy to find this group. I’m about to be 20 in May and I feel like I’m ready to have a baby. I raised my brother since I was 14 and want to have one of my own. I have been working full time since I was 16 and already did all the stupid shit most do in their 20s. I’m dating a guy who is in his early 30s and never have been happier in my life. Never would I ever think I would be dating a guy who was that much older than me but you can’t help who you fall for. I’m treated like a princess everyday and he pushes me to think about my future more than I ever have. He doesn’t want a kid yet but i do. I’m not pushing for it but if it happens it happens.