The wait that kills me

Is actually driving me crazy... been 6 months now ttc and nothing yet! AF is due this wednesday and I I don’t even feel PMS, I have no sympton what so ever. πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

And I’m supposed to have hope ups for a positive πŸ˜’