Help! im a little confused

ok so I’ve been with boys, even sexually but it doesn’t excite me much if that makes sense.. like hell yeah id take some dick but me and my friends got super drunk and we kissed& i kind of liked it.. or I’ll see videos of girls doing things and I’ll feel a way.. am i lesbian ? bi? Or just confused ? also i feel like nobody would accept me lf i was gay.. idk what to do. p.s I’ve never did anything sexual with a girl but i want to. Again idk what to do or i how i feel🤕 say something in the comments!