Hospital last night, doctor today. TMI!!!!

Period and endometriosis. After a trip to the hospital last night from crippling pain and two doses of morphine. Woke up this morning to finally starting my period and passing two clots with first morning pee. Uterus still feels like it it being ripped out of me. Going to call the doctor this morning to talk about my getting hysterectomy. Considering I cannot talk my husband into having one more child. I know I'm going to regret it but I guess I don't have another choice the pain is passed ridiculous. My marriage is on the verge of divorce and I'm so depressed I can barely take care of my kids much less myself. Sorry just need to vent idk if anyone can relate.